I Flirt With Suicide
In memory of koRn, here's some lyrics:
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end? ~ WHEN WILL THIS END
We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart ~ I'm Done
Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now ~ Let's Do This Now
i can not ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
need a place to hide
its thrown in my face everyday
guess thats the price i have to pay
for whats inside my mind ~ Alive
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside ~ Deep Inside
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me? ~ Counting on Me
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground ~ Right Now
tell me where to start
think I'm at the end
Right now, feeling pain
make it go away ~ I'm Hiding
Falling through this space in time
buried in this hurt of mine
falling slowly like a dream
falling through a world unseen ~ One More Time
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me ~ Thoughtless
My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out ~ Bottled Up Inside
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Where is God?
We don’t know? ~ Hollow Life
No one's there.
Near be felt.
I'm out here, by myself.
Ready to blow my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same
I just wanna live again. ~ Dirty
I can't bare to face what's growing in my head.
Please get away from me.
Take advantage of what I still guess you do.
One day you'll pay for me.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting. ~ Counting
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle ~ Let's Get This Party Started
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much shit around me.
Such a lack of compassion.
I thought it would be all fun and games (would be fun and games).
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad. ~ Make Me Bad
This shit right here is for you.
All your faces I can see.
You all think it's about me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate
Am I still damned to a life
Of misery and hate.
You would never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you ~ 4 U
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain ~ Falling Away From Me
Follow the Leader:
Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain ~ My Gift To You
NOW! Rips my...
HEART! And takes...
MY! Soul I...
WAIT! Too late...
NOW! I feel...
TAKE! My soul away....
Away.... ~ Pretty
Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me ~ Freak On A Leash
Life is Peachy:
I hate writing shit
Ain't looking foward to it
What's fucked up, today?
Writing all this time
Feeling all that's mine
Come right out my pen
Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . ~ Ass Itch
Screwin' may be the only way that I can truly be free
from my fucked up reality ~ A.D.I.D.A.S
I see your faces and I do not understand why
Each time I dream you standin there, right by my side
Why do you make me, you take my pride
and in my eyes you kinda rape me, inside ~ No Place To Hide
Why can't I decide, why my feelings I hide?
Always screwing with my mind, that thorn in my spine ~ Lost
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to
live a life that seems to be a lost reality
that can never find a way to reach ~ Blind
I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie, that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand, oh, the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside
It all go ~ Fake
I would like to search inside
for all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you ~ Lies
This thing I follow
The place, I'm too scared to fuckin' go
A freak, that I'm sure
A freak, that is yours ~ Swallow Current Mood: devious